Aphorism about the future

All those things that happened before, all that slow, green flowing time and things
Im not it, i know who i am and im not it
"I" is simply the will
The race has ended, there is no fires, no more running about mindlessly
I dont even need to remember who thought i was
And there is no need to weep for all those people that became distant from me
All those people i miss
All those good times i miss

Ahead is great days, a lot of laughs and a lot of surprised faces
And a lot of tears
But foremost, a lot of days, many of them different from each other

A lot of things are coming into the same space of time
Like a vortex, bending history, pushing out the future
Ahead is a great house
How many people you know have their own mountain and their own river?
They say fish swim in the river
Climbed the mountain when we where there looking at the property

I wont be as able to go partying in town. I dunno if i would want to do it anyway. But i have to do something, i really have to do something. I mean i am not as comfortable in the cities as i am in the wilderness. So why should i stay in the city? Because of the people, i love to play with the people, and sometimes they love me too. But in the wilderness there is no people, there is just the three of us. The house is in the outskirts of a village, but most of the villagers is around 50. They often have quite a shut in worldview and personality, people in places like that. Oh sure they are nice and say "Hi", but a lot of what moves their mind is automobiles, snowmobiles and what to buy for their fucking money! So i figure we wont have much interaction with them at all. But i mean i am still open minded, at least i think i am, so if there is any reasonable sort of interaction in any interesting way with the villagers, in that case i am all over it.

All in all i think id rather live the three of us in the wilderness then to live alone in a box in a city. And that choice is exactly what shapes my future.