This is the only worthwhile photo i took in Stockholm the 17th of september. We got to my sisters friends in the middle of the night on friday the 16th, more then two weeks after we left. We landed right in red wine and fast paced conversation about music, laws and autism. Shaked my booty to some 50s jazz and drank that red wine like it was the last red wine on earth. Its maybe of the essence that i hadnt slept, and still ive managed to sleep only once since the 15th (its now the 20th), and ive never had sleep apne before. Anyway, day after i had to say goodbye to two half of us. But we went out with two swell dudes who live in Stockholm on saturday and had a blast at "tunnan" in gamla stan. We socialized heavily on the way back: Tried buying something interesting, managed to make a stranger woman comfortable, lost my way, talked to the guard about Stockholm and about Iran where he was from. I think there is two dominante kinds of security/police personalities: The ones who want to keep people safe, and the ones who want to keep people. The description might look almost the same, but the result is totally different.
Also i lend my jacket to a christian dude we talked about God and Jesus with for a really long time. He was glad to talk to us, but he had the intent to tell us about the love of Jesus. We told him we already accept complete, eternal love. I did not press the issue that im really not christian, but in the end i think he understood that there was no harm in our hearts even though we where no christians. He didnt look me in the eyes much so i hugged him a lot. I wish i had some bread to make the gesture of breaking it with him. Although in a way, i guess i am christian, but then im hindu. Of course im buddhist to, as well as muslem. I dont denounce taoism and would never dream of talking bad about the world wiev of any of the animist peoples. Yet i cant sit in a church and say the confession im supposed to. I tried it once and i couldnt, i couldnt look that priest in the eyes and tell him that bullshit.
No, im getting tired, think ill try sleeping.
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