To me this world does not appear to be very loving. Even though all that binds us can justifiably be called "love". To me that means this world denies what it is, in being what it is. Thats sort of fucked up, thats sort of insane. And if i ever go insane, its because of this paradoxical madness. If i ever go insane, its because i internalised this outward lying insanity.
Also, perhaps of the matter, is that this world and its people is, from what i experience, not ready to receive love. And i hope you understand, im not specifically talking about love that is conveyed physically. Though of course, some of its people are ready to accept love. But its often a very convoluted, artificial and all sorts of crazy shit, that has to happen before love can be conveyed. Im talking about social conduct and social training here. And so it is, that i cant just follow my heart and touch peoples faces and tell them i love them forever, whoever they are, whoever they become, whatever they do, whatever they suffer from, whatever they have ill or good intentions towards me. It took quite a long time, but then finally i understood the ancient greek logic that says its better to suffer a wrongdoing then to do something wrong.
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