Lugging

Ja inte fan vet jag men jag tar väl och lägger in skiten jag skriver på nu för det är väl ingen fucking jävla idé att tänka att jag ska ge ut nån jävla pappersbok av det för folk vill ju bara läsa Camilla Läckberg och kokböcker.

I really tried to lugg myself into a another way of thinking. And you know what? Its working. Thats my observation. Thats why flunkies do it. Thats why people do luggz. It sets you into another way of thinking. The drink, the vapour, the chemical bad stuff. Its about setting you into something else. Its about really getting somewhere. Its about getting somewhere, even though the body maybe is not getting anywhere. Something new. Something to upset the order and organisation of things already known. Its about traveling into the unknown. Its about adventure. Its about really being fed up with everything going on the same. Its about renewal. Its about being born again.

All you people sitting there thinking you know whats what. A beer in the hand. A keyboard beneath the fingers. Being able to say it. Whatever, or when ever. I gave it all to be this way. I gave up all those ideas people had about me. I gave up my perception of what i thought other people said about me. I even told them i dont care what they say when im not there. If they have anything to say, they will say it to my face.

Why are people so afraid of to matoticon. Its like they go all berzerk thinking to matoticon is something to be feared. They keep saying to matoticon is outright dangerous. Its like they are talking about something completely other then the to matoticon that i know.

We are all of to matoticon. Its the beginning. To matoticon to be understood, is that force that separates the ragunda from the tecode. It is that force and it it also those forces once they separate out from to matoticon. Because to matoticon is and have always and will always be the most basic force of all the universe in ALL its aspects, to matoticon is the ragunda and the tecode. Ragunda is that which we can see. When we talk about things in normal practical terms, we are talking about them in ragunda. Ragunda is not a language in itself but a way to interpret language and an aspect of reality. The general, modern theory among magic practioners of understanding is that without ragunda there cant be no life.

Likewise tecode is also another way to interpret language and the other aspect of reality. Tecode connects directly to all the probabilities of everything that ever happend. Tecode is not bound by time, by places or by persons. Tecode always becomes what it is aparentely without anyone knowing what to do.

Language is divided into body language, voice, focus and word. Language is explained as the apperance of the spirit, for the metuseleah. For the mortals language is explained as the format of communication.

Metuseleah are the spirits that knows about being a spirit. The metuseleah know that they are a spirit, either inside a body or floating free in fifth dimension space. Somehow, for different reasons, the metuseleah have been able to handle perception and consiousness without a body. It seems that when the spirit has learned enough about the universe it transcends into another form of being that i here call metuseleah. The spirit that is the inhabitant of most human bodies, are not metuseleah. That means those spirits that are inside most people, they dont know that they are spirits inside those flesh costumes. For different reason these people have become attached to their meat suit. Space costume.

The mages cannot be bound by current form. Cannot think there is anything impossible. Cannot think no possibility is unbendable by magic of the best kind.